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From the monthly archives: May 2010

In January this year, I got a phone call from a lady asking to buy “How the Moken Sea Gypsies got their Book,” the biography of missionary Aunty Say Bay which I had written. The lady sounded in a hurry, desperate almost, to buy a copy. I suggested that I could have the book mailed to her but she insisted that she wanted to come down to pick it up as soon as possible.

June came to my office with a friend. She was shy and seemed in a hurry to leave. I was absorbed in what I was doing. It didn’t occur to me that I had missed the opportunity to talk to her until after she left. My curiosity got the better of me – why didn’t I ask her, get to know her. After all, it isn’t everyday that any one gets a call from someone so desperately looking for my book (yes MY book). I sent an sms to June at Au’s encouragement.

“Would you like to meet?” I sms.
“Meet?” The reply sounded surprised.
“Yes meet.”
We fixed a time and place. She was as excited to meet as I was.

June told me that she was feeling depressed and was searching for a song on the internet when she stumbled on my blog. She said that an article that I had written really spoke to her. It had answered the very question that she had been asking God. She said she began reading my entire blog. (And I always wondered if anyone ever reads them!) After our first meeting, the seventeen-year-old asked if I would mentor her.

In 1998, I left the student ministry after being involved with teens for eight years. The Lord called me then into media and communications. I wasn’t at all unhappy about pulling out of the teens ministry as I had started to feel ineffective and the need to relate to young adults or people my age. The world of teens had grown too alien for me.

Then in 2008, the Lord spoke to me about getting involved with youth again. I wasn’t the most thrilled about the idea but I realised that if he had called me into a media ministry, then I would HAVE to relate to “digital natives”– and that means youth. God was serious about wanting me involved with them — he sent one right at my door step without my even looking for her.

It has been about two months since I began meeting with June. It has been fun. I am excited about coaching June in her exciting journey of life that has barely begun.

 

I was telling someone how God had answered a prayer for some big thing that I had asked God for.

She boldly said to me, “Of course lah! The signs were there what.” What she meant was, “I already knew he was going to answer your prayers, so I don’t understand what you were getting so worried for.”

The funny side to this is, when I made my decision to take leaps of faith, she was the one that panicked and not in favour of my decisions. She felt I was taking too big a risk and asking me to find other ways so as not to risk what I have.

Faith is only good when the answer has arrived. LOL.

 

Musings of an almost 50-year-old

Once in your life, you wake up and realise,
If not now, when?

You ask yourself,
What can I see myself doing for the next phase of my life?
What can I not see myself not doing?

You see the opportunities before you.
You know they will not wait.
You know ten years from now, you will wake up and say,
Now why didn’t I give it a go?
What did I have to lose?

For the past year or so, I have been getting job offers – I didn’t take them.
I’m travelling not the road LESS travelled,
I am travelling the road NOT travelled.

You know it’s going to take all of you
You know it’s not going to be easy.
But it makes you feel alive.
You hold your breath.
Your heart skips a beat.
You live it, breathe it, dream it.
The vision, calling, passion takes you.
And you can’t help but let it lead you.

You know the learning curve is steep.
You know that if you stay where you are, your heart dies.
The dreams wants to break free.

You know there are those who say, “Why?”
“Stay safe.”
“This other way will work too.”
And you pause and wonder for a moment.
But the voice inside you whispers, speaks, screams.

There are those who say,
“Go for it!”
“I saw it coming for a long time. What took you so long?”
“You go girl!”

Oh what have I got to lose?

Lord you are the wind beneath my wings
You are the voice
You are the strength
the call
the goal
the prize.

 

My friend Kelly showed me a way to retrieve my old site from google cache. I’m so thankful I was able to save a lot of them.

A few days later, I got an sms from a former staff member asking me to remove some old posts we had about him. I removed the posts but the cache turned out to be a problem because it refused to be deleted despite my trying to beat the system.

Isn’t it strange how a blessing could turn out to be a curse?